Zen and namaste, aim to look for the silver lining
finding a deeper meaning, or everything is just hollow
I honestly have nothing to talk about. No maybe I do. But sometimes I find things so complicated, that it is hard to express. Just take one step at a time, bit by bit and you will get there.
This year, I am a senior. One more year of high school, then university. The real deal.. I guess. This year will be busy, juggling with IB exam, BOARDs and school exam, along side with that, piano final exam, ABRSM singing exam. Oke, maybe that’s all the exam. But seriously, I need to get all the studying going early.
Math? Still in math HL. Been taking tuition and extra studying during the holidays. It should pay off. Aside from that I should just get motivated I guess, to not quit and work hard. IAs to be done, blah, blah, project, work. School. Social live at stake. Balancing things won’t be easy. I should take it one step at a time.
When I have so much going in my mind constantly like this, I have not been checking phone that much often. I tend to be a bit more quite than usual.I guess trying to focus on what is in front of me more now. One more year till I am done with high school. Crazy and kinda scary how time just past by like that huh.
Anyways hoping for the best this year, getting good grades, acing in exams, and ultimately getting into the university I want. Cheers. Plus I should stay with my mantra, of “be happy”, “balance”. Amen. Having some faith in yourself is good, most often.
Vulnerability is our most accurate measurement of courage
— Brene Brown, TedTalk
How the worst moments in our lives makes us who we are
— Andrew Solomon, TedTalk
Perasaan terlahir dari kepekaan kita. Kepekaan akan hal yang terjadi di sekitar kita. Kita, hati kita memilih untuk merasa. Pahit- manis nya perasaan tersebut tergantung kita.
Seperti layaknya sebuah hubungan. Pertamanya perasaan itu nampak asing di benak kita. Sejalannya waktu perasaan itu akan tumbuh atau akan diabaikan, itu pilihan kita.
Namun satu yang tidak dapat diabaikan Sekalinya merasa, perasaan itu akan tetap ada. Wujudnya bisa bermacam, tapi tetap ada.
Perasaan itu membentuk aku Menjadi individu yang nampak sekarang Kedepannya, perasaan itu akan selalu ada Dalam benakku sebuah Abadi namun tak nampak wujudnya.
Source: SoundCloud / rendypandugo
You’re so hot you denatured my enzymes
— IB quotes, IB pick up line. What biology does.
My last finals, Math HL.
I am going crazy, I haven’t start studying today, I am trying to find inspiration to go study, God help me, in a while I will study. After this is test then summer holiday. ThankGod. Praise the Lord Hallelujah. But during the holiday I have a long one page list to do. From hw to. At least. But I still need to catch up on math HL. Bleh. Oke just do it, enough complaining. Try to think positive. oke math HL. I will cuddle with Ryan Gosling after the exam, motivational enough eh ;). THIS IS WHAT MATH HL DOES TO MA BRAIN. love. kisses, bye. I have to study.